Kind of down today...been kind of down for a couple of days. I'll get over it. The point is, I had a learning experience that knocked me off MY personal pedestal. :)
Did not do so well on that return BlogTalkRadio show the other day. This is hard to write about because it exposes something vulnerable and not perfect about me, lol...yeah, back to the learning experience that knocked me on my ass.
I totally had brain freeze when I had the opportunity to talk with Dannion Brinkley. It was like one of those awkward scenes you see in movies where the character suddenly has cameras, lights and microphones in her face and cannot find her voice. Yeah, that was me.
Oh, the horror and the embarrassment :-/ . And, how annoying to not be able to think on my feet! I should have written stuff down, of course, you say. I'm agreeing, yet I wanted to feel fresh and go with the conversation that was happening on the air.
It just did not go well for me. But, it was more than 'not thinking well' or 'forgetting' what I wanted to say. Dannion is a dynamic person with a strong energy and that totally blew me away. It was difficult for me to stand separate from his energy and to keep from absorbing it. So, I kind of had a meltdown and quietly melted away.
I am growing as a sensitive--an empath--and energy from other people can knock me off my feet. It used to happen all the time. Now, not so much, but when it does I'm out of balance for a few days.
Isn't that weird? I know it's real because I'm aware of it happening, yet I still don't have the wherewithall to know how to step out of the way. I've read Judith Orloff's books about energy and intuition and they are very helpful.
The DIY process of learning energy dynamics, energy psychology, EFT and meridians/chakras is like bumping around in the dark. All I know is that the mind/body connection is something to pay attention to. We learn a lot more about ourselves when we pay attention to how we feel with all our senses and our emotions.
Just got to keep on keepin' on, I guess.
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